March shall be a new start for me. This is a genuine post. I've been a LOSER. I feel so. I do not want to FEEL i need to change but i KNOW i need to change. Thanks to a friend of mine, he said i m getting more and more annoying. Aha. And he said i m childish too! It didnt hurt much when i asked for his opinion because i m quite aware of it. Honestly? Why did i do it? I did it just to get attention from people around me ( LOA :P*).I do respect his view towards me. That is what a friend for right? :) Thanks friend.
I m 17 this year. What are my achievements? Sadly i've achieved nothing great for God, myself, family or house of God. Not realizing, time flies. This year is my LAST year in high school. 11th year of education, what have i learned? What are the contributions? I dont know.
I have been relying too much of emotions. Now is a time for discipline. Nothing will work if i continue to follow my instinct.
I m really praying for a new start. I want to grow. I want to be a great woman of God. I pray this wont be another post i've been posting up but having action added into it. I've been talking like an empty can, one of the cause for sound pollution. Aha :P
I also wanna apologize openly, i have been hurting and causing incovenience to people around me. Especially My parents and Leaders in Church. I pray that, that will be the last. I'm sorry.
Something beautiful is happening. :D
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