its been a while ;

Well, is down to a " ME" moment again. Well i havent been blogging for a long long time, miss expressing myself. I've decided to make this blog my journal, like if you're reading it, then good for you? I dont know man.

So whats new in life, so many things are new! Gosh, have i blogged about college previously? But seriously, looking back now, so many things happened! From one commotion to another, from bitch talk to confrontation. So much yet it felt so lil. I have achieve nothing good this year to anyone around me.

I've reached this point where things only revolves around and about me. If i were to give a title to this year, it would be the " I year" (copyright from Iphone, like whatever). Anyways, looking back, i've been a negative externalities as what an economist would say. A selfish firm who only takes into arround of their own disadvantages using all the ways to over up those cost with advantages. (whatever that gets me there).

As much as i feel selfish, i feel comfortable. This makes me harder to get out from this pit. I would maybe like to describe my current situation as a frog who is stuck in a well. He has sufficient provision to live (water, sunlight, food and even when it rains, water pours in a lil through the well to get to him).

He may have, and certainly would have considered jumping out from the well, however taking in the risks he may face, he rather not.

Likewise. finished said.

peekaboo.

warning : if you do not want to be emo, i suggest you should close your tab now before the contagious emotional feelings creep into you.

However, i really dont know what to do at this period of time because everything around me seems so wrong. There are only 2 possibilities ; is either want my life to be perfect or i m just simply a whiny-lil-pessimistic old lady who is stuck in a 18 year old girl going through menopause. I feel soo miserable. Never in my life i feel so unconnected and unwanted. Like wth. :/ I m envious of every lady out there. I m envious of talented people. My silent prayer is that, i wish i could vanish from the phase of the earth right now.

Life is like a marathon, is such a long way to run. Consistency and perseverance is something i dont have, never had. My silent question to God : when is my race going to end?

p/s this is not a suicidal thought. is just a thought of " why m i feeling this way?" and things i wish i could do to not be in this position. peace.

#turnoff.

guys who act cute ; trying to hard to be funny ; lame ; "i say it all" ; acting mature ; acts cool ; foul languages ; cinapek ; boohoo ; over talkative ; annoying ; over naggy :x

baggy t shirt ; oversized jeans ; 3 quarter pants ; unmatching shoe ; unmatching braces :x

#turnon

Husky voice ; nerds ; funny ; intelligent ; patient ; independent ; firm ; charming ; confident ; gentle ; kind ; christian ; plays guitar ; sings ; cooks ; passionate ; loving ; respectful ; sporty ; generous ; tall ; straight teeth ; leadership ; responsible <3

colar shirt ; plain short ; sandals ; converse ; tight shirt ; wristband ; watch ; chain.<3

life.

bangkok.

idontknowwhy,ilovethis.

she spotted me taking picture of her.

friends.

<3

best policy ;

"Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisom. " - Thomas Jefferson

Sin @ City

Our "tutu" ( vehicle) was stucked in front of this traffic.

THINGS I WANNA SAY.

1. i've changed my blog link to snifferenson.blogspot.com

2. i have soo many things in mind that i want to do!

3. what the heck m i doing in college now? :/

friends..

i <3 them. alot. I miss them alot too :(

Transition in life.

Just a lil bit of update, i chopped my hair. With no regrets.

Transition no.1

I m soo used to be bugged to hand in forms and stuff like from primary to secondary. And i actually feel the pressure to do things on my own without some one bugging me. It doesnt feel, right. Looks like i just need to cope with it. God, help me :(

Current status : Away.

Today is 11.1.11. Everyone is saying it. What is so significant for this number? Is just number. Oh wells.

I m currently stuck in this place call Usana. Nothing much to do therefore i decided to blog, yup i m blogging in front of roughly 20 working people.

Anyways, i learned that everyday is a lesson. Realized, there's no big or small lessons. Lessons learned can bring us to a greater destiny.

Just have trust and continue walking.

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